Manna Meditations

beauty, in the bitter cold…

Manna Meditations, Day 4

It’s possible, I’m learning, that the manna is everywhere …

That the magic is passing through us and around us, a hundred times a day, and to see it is as simple as breathing…

Today I’m breathing deep.

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An Invitation to Look Again, Hung on a Tree in the Marsh: Day Twenty-One

This post is part of the Secret Messages Project.  Every day for thirty days, I’ll leave my words in places where they might be found — or might never be found at all.  I hope you’ll join me. 

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This is how it happens:

I am out shopping, late Sunday afternoon, when I see on the shelves a little oval mirror that hangs from a black satin ribbon.

It’s a small mirror – small enough that I can hold it in one hand – but the edges are beautifully beveled so that it bounces light in a lean lovely hoop.

I buy the mirror, knowing, even as I do so, that it isn’t for me.  I’m not sure who it’s for, or what it means, but I know it means something.

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I have books to return to the library, so as the sun is setting I drive over to South County to drop them off.  And it would be easy, on this chilly afternoon, to just pull the car up to the drop box, but something tells me not to.

Instead, I drive across the street.  Park at the elementary school, planning to take the walking trail through the marsh.

I love that this county decided to build a raised wooden walkway through the marsh and to the library, since it’s a literal bridge between the children and the books.  It’s also beautiful, the way the walkway curves over the low water, meandering like a stream:

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But when I get to the beginning of the walkway I don’t take it.

I don’t take it because, at that exact moment, the sun dips toward the horizon and catches along a very narrow path that runs away from the walking trail, skirting the edge of the marsh:

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Can you see it?  It’s so unassuming that you might mistake it for the long narrow shadow of a tree.

It’s so narrow — so seemingly spontaneous — that I almost wonder whether it’s a human trail at all, or a path made by something smaller and more fleet-footed.  Still — I follow it anyway, trailing the light.

I follow it farther, and farther, into a little glade where the sun glistens in the branches of what might be wild apple trees, or maybe pears.

And can I tell you a secret — the kind that makes my heart leap?  There are buds on all these branches, velvet-soft and silver-gray.

I stroke the promise of them with one fingertip and feel the hope of spring flooding my soul.

This place is magic, I think.

It just needed someone to take the time to notice it.

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The mirror is still with me then, heavy in my handbag.  I take it out and hold it in one hand so that it gleams back flashes of branches, buds, sun, sky — all the magic of this place framed in a tiny oval.

I lift the mirror to my face and look — really look.  

Sometimes, seeing my own magic is just a matter of time.

And it just so happens that I have a dry-erase marker with me, too, so I pull it out.

Uncap it.

Scribble a message on the glass.

Then I tie that black ribbon securely onto one of those new-budded branches, at a height where someone about my size could look straight in and see just themselves.

Where they might take my invitation seriously, in this special place.

I stand looking.

I snap a picture.

I take a breath, then walk away…

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A Strange Little Almost-Poem About Manholes (Yes, Really), Left on Top of One in the Middle of a Field

This post is part of the Secret Messages Project.  Every day for thirty days, I’ll leave my words in places where they might be found — or might never be found at all.  I hope you’ll join me. 

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A few weeks ago, a wrote an almost-poem about manholes.

I kid you not.

I found a particularly beautiful one while walking the dog one morning — its indentations and engravings all full of rainwater glinting with light — and I stopped right in the middle of the road and took photo after photo of it with my iPhone until a car almost ran me down.

After that, I began to see the magic of manholes everywhere:

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And I never intended to show anybody the little ode I wrote to them, because — really — how many people do you know who’d want to read a gushy string of words about sanitary sewer entrances?

Exactly.

But last week, while walking across a field one morning, I stumbled straight over one, ringed in a perfect halo of dry leaves.

Yes — a manhole right in the middle of a wide grassy field, and I walked right over it.

I took it as a sign, went home straightaway, scribbled down an abridged version of my little ode, and I then rolled it up, tucked it in a small cylindrical box and drove back to the field.

I left the almost-poem right in the middle of the manhole cover:

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And call me crazy, but I thought I’d share the original, uncut version with you today:

I cannot stop thinking
about manholes.

I mean, after all,
they’re little
      human-shaped
            doors,

leading underground,

to water.

(Surely you can feel
the mystery in that).

There is one
in the farthest part
of my yard,
hugging the fenceline.
It’s choked in ivy
and spray-painted green,
a skin of camouflage,
gravel, leaves,
all meant to hide it from view.
If I press my ear to it,
I can hear the
rush of water–
a river that flashes
beneath my feet
in the dark.

And I am no fool–
(or maybe I am)
I know we’re only talking
about manholes,
about entrances to sewers,
made so that a man
in an orange vest,
probably too tired and overworked
to think much of mystery
might clang down the ladder
in heavy boots
and fix what is wrong,
so that the water
might run clear
from my faucet,
as I expect it to.

But still–

You can be the fool 
who sees the manhole
or the fool 
who sees the magic.

Choose.

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