Secret Messages

Words, Taped to the Underside of a Table at a Blacksburg Pizza Parlor: Day Two

This post is part of a series.  To read more, start here.

*

Today, Thomas and I drove back the way we once came.

We steered the car onto I-81, south toward the New River Valley.  Eight years ago, when we were newlyweds, this place was our introduction to Appalachia.  It was a season of my life that was beautiful but also soul-crushingly severe … the kind of season you look back to with a mix of nostalgia and dread.

(I’ll tell you about it sometime — I promise).

Halfway up the thousand-foot climb to the ‘burg, I yanked my journal out of my bag and started scratching down words.

I didn’t think very hard or linger very long; I just wrote.  As the words spilled out I even caught a missing preposition — a conspicuous one, conspicuous enough to wrench a certain metaphor sideways — but I left it there.  I saw it as a testament to how far I’ve come from the perfectionism that once stole all my words, back when I was living in this valley.

When I was finished, I ripped the pages out of my journal, leaving that messy frill of a ragged edge.

And then we met some friends for dinner.

And we ate pizza.

And we laughed.

And halfway through the meal, without so much as a hitch in my laughter, I taped my little bundle of words to the bottom side of the table where I sat:

pizzaparlor1

pizzaparlor2

pizzaparlor3

When we left it was still there, just waiting to be found…

pizzaparlornext

 

So let all this stand as proof that I am learning to speak at last.  I’m sloppy and imperfect; I stutter when I scribble.  But still — all this is better than the silence.

Of this much I am sure.

 

 

 

 

 

Advertisements
Standard

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s